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Alys had remained silent, kneeling in a corner of the tree house, dozing a bit during the vigil. She’d divided her time between that, praying for the soul of the young man, and watching Robin. Trying to understand why she felt such relief when she’d learned he wasn’t the injured party, while she felt remorse but no real grief for the one who was. She despised him for his lawless ways, did she not? She thought him a fool and a scoundrel.

Yet . . . her conversation with Marian rang in her head.

He does what Nottingham cannot.

Was it true? Was Robin working with the sheriff?

One thing was certain: she now saw a different side of the outlaw. One whose empathy and concern for his friend shone through, and where he did not sully it with silly flirtation or boastful claims.

He did not acknowledge her presence, and after she announced her intention of staying, he spared her not another look.

When the boy’s body was empty of its life and soul, the friar and John Little wrapped him in a cloth and carried him down from the tree. Robin and the others followed, leaving Alys without a backward glance.

She watched them go, sending prayers with them, and contemplated her choice. She could stay here, or slip back to the keep. She could find her way through the forest, for the keep’s tallest tower peeped over the tops of the trees and would give her direction.

Clearly, Robin cared not whether she stayed or left.

But something compelled her to remain. Mayhap it was the memory of the kiss she’d shared with him . . . the kisses. Or mayhap she merely wished to ask him about Nottingham.

Alys cleared away the remnants of the sickbed, taking the bloodied, soiled linens and adding them to the fire. They would not come clean, and no one would wish to sleep on death’s blankets. She found more blankets and a few furs in a small trunk and arranged them on the pallet. She could send for more of her own linens back at the keep if necessary.

This thought halted her for a moment. She didn’t mean to stay here. What would the queen say?

Nay, but she could share her comforts. She had enough in her trunks at Ludlow to furnish half the village.

The idea settled over her and Alys felt her skin prickle. Robin could distribute them if she gave them to him. He would do it, and he would not have to steal.

To take away the scent of loss, she added a handful of lavender leaves to the kettle of water simmering over the fire and tidied up the room and the four other pallets strewn about. She found a broom and swept the floor, having a moment’s pause about the events of supper the night before. This broom’s bristles were made of stiff straw and fine sticks, very different from the one she used in the herbary.

That one had been made with bristles of the herb called broom, which was commonly used for such an implement. It was also, conveniently, a medicinal plant used to help flush bad humors from the body, and it was that plant that she’d used to make the decoction for Marian last evening. By now, the prince and his companions should have flushed all the bad humors from their bodies and be sleeping quietly.

She hoped Marian had appreciated the reprieve.

No sooner had Alys replaced the broom and thought to look for a bite of cheese or piece of bread to break her fast than she heard sounds below.

The men had returned.

Her heart picked up speed and her stomach swished like a serf woman washing clothes, but she resisted the urge to rush to the window and look down. If Robin was there, he was there. If he was not, she would decide what to do then.

The now-familiar sound of the rope ladder creaking against the wood announced the arrival of someone, and Alys busied herself by stirring the fire. Then stirring the lavender water, releasing its clean, soothing scent into the air.

And not looking toward the hole in the floor from where a head would soon appear.

The sound of boots on clean-swept wood made soft, padding thumps instead of quiet grinding noises. The hair at the base of her neck prickled.

“I will take you back now.”

She was at once grateful that ’twas the voice of Robin and not one of his men sent to do the task, and yet wounded that his first thought was to take her away.

But why would it not be? Had she not made it clear to him, more than once, that she despised him? That she would do whatever she must to bring the sheriff down upon him?

She turned and noted immediately that they were alone. The forest was silent around them. Below, and here among the trees, the only noise was the rustle of leaves brushing the walls of the hideaway and the regular conversation among the grackles and sparrows.

“I’m sorry for your loss.”

His eyes flickered over her, then fell away. “I did not expect you to be here when I returned.”

“Robin.” Her fingers were shaking and her stomach fluttered, and she didn’t know why.

“Shall we go? I must confess, I do not wish to take you farther than the edge of the village, Alys. I’m certain you’ll understand why. But-”